𝐃𝐈𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐌𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐏𝐎𝐄𝐓𝐑𝐘

I. 𝐓𝐞𝐫𝐳𝐚 𝐑𝐢𝐦𝐚 – 𝐅𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫’𝐬 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞

Alas! What fire could blaze so fierce and true,
It scorched my soul with pain I cannot name, 
A fevered night that pierced my being through,          
You rose from mist, a breath of sacred flame,             
Grief shaped your form with sorrow’s silent art,
Affliction carved your beauty, not your shame.
With quiet strength, you bore the burning heart,
Your golden brow like Chawngmawii did shine,
Through haze of tears, a light no dark could part.
The moon bent low to kiss your face divine,
Your weary eyes still held the silver sky,
And from your night, arose a morning sign.

II. 𝐀𝐥𝐚𝐬!

(Heroic Couplet -AABBCCDDEE)

What burning fever blazed so fierce, it scorched my soul anew?

A night so wild with fevered flame—how deeply it pierced through!

From the trembling mist of a fevered breath, you rose like sacred fire,

Grief and affliction carved your form with sorrowful desire.

Yet none could wear such pain as you, with grace and quiet might,

Your beauty crowned in suffering, your soul a burning light.

Your golden brow, like Chawngmawii’s, shone through the haze of tears,

As if the moon had kissed your face and brushed away its fears.

Even your weary eyes reflect the heaven’s silver gleam,

And from your nightly torment, hope erupts like morning’s dream!

III. 𝐏𝐞𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐭 – 𝐅𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫’𝐬 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞

What fire unseen did scorch her gentle frame,         That even night withdrew in silent dread?     

Her cheeks were flushed, her tears unsweetly shed,   

Yet in her eyes, the stars still softly flame.

Though fever wrapped her in its ruthless claim,

No word of pain escaped the lips she bled;

She bore it all with quiet, shining head,

A goddess hidden in a world of flame.          
The moon bent low to touch her burning brow, 

And kissed her with the calm of silver light;         Her pain, though deep, could not consume her now,

For dawn arose and broke her endless night.                

(Petrarchan sonnet form, which consists of an octave (8 lines) following the ABBAABBA rhyme scheme, and a sestet (6 lines) that can vary in rhyme (commonly CDECDE or CDCDCD).

IV. 𝐒𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐭 – 𝐅𝐥𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐨𝐨𝐧

What fever scorched her soul in silent flame,         

That even night withdrew in trembling awe?        

She bore it not in tears, but strength and law,      

A quiet grace that suffering could not tame.          

Her breath, though labored, whispered not her shame,   

But rose like mist from fields the storm would claw,       

Her brow aglow as myths that old songs draw,        

A Chawngmawii reborn in deathless name.       

The moon bends low to kiss her aching head,        

Her eyes reflect the stars' eternal ache;            

Yet even in her pain, no word was pled.         

From out her night, the golden morning break,       And light blooms forth from every wound she bled.  

V. "𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐍𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬"

Heroic Quatrain with iambic pentameter

She wept in pain when no one saw,

Beneath the moon’s indifferent glow—

Each breath a war, each night a claw,

That tore her soul in silent woe.

For six long months, the bed her cage,

Yet still she smiled to soothe my heart.

I read her tales to still the rage

That grief and helplessness impart.

But when she sleeps, the demons wake,

And anguish floods her fragile frame.

Her cries—like knives—they make me break,

And curse the dark, though none to blame.

I’d trade my life to bear her cross,

To wear her pain upon my skin.

I’d take her wounds, her every loss,

If fate would let her rise and win.

Yet I’m no god, no savior, king,

Just flesh and tears and burning soul.

I hold her hand through suffering,

While praying time may make her whole.

I dare not rage at Heaven’s gate,

Though questions drown my trembling mind.

For love is strong and will not wait,

It clings to hope it’s yet to find.

O love, fight on—though frail and torn,

Though nights grow long and light seems far.

The day will come, a golden morn,

Where vows are whispered under stars.

And when that moment comes to be,

No pain shall mar what we have known.

You’ll stand and smile and walk to me,

And I will say, "At last, you’ve come home."

VI. 𝐎 𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞!

(A Poetic Translation)

O brawling love! Time spent not in peace,

A moment of joy—yet sorrow won't cease.

A night of closeness—yet tears still remain,

From loving too much, I'm drowning in pain.

To her, the world is a healing balm,

To her, the sky sings a gentle psalm,

To her, the stars all gladly align—

She is the breath of this life of mine.

Yet, her soft heart turns to a stone,

Harsh words she throws like seeds are sown.

She may not wear death's shroud today,

But in love’s war, she walks away.

O love! You haunting, weeping ghost,

Who builds and breaks what we need most.

O perfect face, so cruelly bright,

Blind this aching heart tonight.

O loyal pain! My soul’s disguise,

O love’s sweet fire, now cold as ice.

Your song once wrapped my soul like flame,

But now you burn me with your name.

VII. 𝐎 𝐁𝐫𝐚𝐰𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 ! 

(Heroic Quatrain Form)

O brawling love! You burn yet leave me cold,

A fleeting joy that sorrow soon betrays.

You shine with grace, yet turn my heart to mold,

You lift me up, then cast me into haze.

To her, the world bends gently like the breeze,

The stars align to echo all her dreams.

She is my dawn, my calm, my soul’s own peace,

Yet love from her now breaks at silent screams.

She hurls sharp words that pierce like winter rain,

And hides her heart behind a frozen wall.

Though death is far, her silence brings me pain,

And in her love, I see my final fall.

O love, you ghost that haunts the bravest mind,

You mask your wounds with beauty's tender smile.

Your sweetest eyes now mock what once was kind,

And lure me still to walk your thorned mile.

O faithful ache! O flame that does not warm,

You dressed in song, now echo into cries.

My soul once danced within your glowing storm,

But now beneath your gaze, it slowly dies.

VIII. 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐃𝐞𝐩𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐘𝐨𝐮

 

(Lyric form of poetry)

I walked this world with hollow steps,

A ghost of who I used to be,

Each heartbeat just a fading echo,

Each dream a lost, forgotten plea.

I built my walls from silent stone,

And carved my grief in every crack,

Afraid to love, to hope, to feel—

Afraid of not being loved back.

But then, like dawn through winter’s breath,

You came with truth I couldn’t flee.

You didn’t ask to fix my soul—

You simply sat and wept with me.

You saw the scars I tried to hide,

And touched them not with pity’s hand,

But with the grace of someone who

Could look and still understand.

You loved me not for what I gave,

But for the heart I thought was gone.

You spoke in silence, stayed through storms,

And proved love doesn’t need to dawn.

With you, I learned that love runs deep,

Beyond the words, beyond the fire—

It’s quiet strength, it’s sacrifice,

It’s rising when the world conspires.

So here I stand, my soul laid bare,

No fear, no mask, no more disguise—

For in your love, I found myself,

And saw my worth within your eyes.

IX. 𝐎𝐝𝐞 - 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐞𝐝 𝐌𝐞

O love, thou gentle thief of wretched pain,

Thou entered not with fanfare nor acclaim,

But like a breeze through long-forgotten lane,

You stirred the dust and lit a dying flame.

For eight long years, I wandered in the night,

A soul unmoored, with heart in rusted chain,

I cursed the stars, I shunned the morning light,

And bid farewell to love—to spare the strain.

I locked the gates where tenderness once grew,

I buried dreams in silence, cold and deep,

A ghost in life, with nothing left to do

But walk with sorrow, and pretend to sleep.

But fate, that cunning weaver of surprise,

Did turn its wheel and placed you in my way;

And from your gaze, so kind and warm and wise,

The storm did cease, and night turned into day.

No love I’ve known could rival what you give,

So rich, so real, so endlessly profound;

You taught this broken heart again to live,

To find in you a love that's truly sound.

Not fleeting touch, nor merely sweet delight,

But something rooted, something strong and true—

A hearth of grace, a beacon in the night,

Where souls find peace, and hearts begin anew.

You are my home, my breath, my sacred song,

A haven where I’m seen and understood,

Where even all my flaws can still belong,

And love flows fierce, eternal, pure, and good.

So let the world with all its chaos rage,

Let time and tide and shadow test our days;

For I have found, upon life’s battered page,

A love that lights my soul in endless blaze.

I love thee more than life, more than the skies,

More than the stars that whisper lovers’ name—

And though I once believed that true love dies,

You proved it lives—forever, like a flame.

X. 𝐀 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐔𝐧𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰𝐧

Rondelet

My love for her comes with no sign,

No trumpet call, no warning light—

My love for her comes with no sign.

It struck like stars that just align,

A blaze that burns through quiet night.

It bloomed from cracks in pain and time—

My love for her comes with no sign.

𝐒𝐡𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐑𝐚𝐢𝐧

Rondel form (a 13- or 14-line poem with two rhymes and a refrain from the opening lines)

My love for her comes with no sign,

It rose like mist in morning's hue,

No reason, rhythm, nor a clue—

Just sudden fire through flesh and spine.

It struck like stars that dare align,

A storm from skies once clear and blue.

My love for her comes with no sign,

It rose like mist in morning's hue.

She bloomed through cracks, a stubborn vine,

A daisy kissed by drops of dew,

Her silence louder than a clue—

Still I am hers, by fate’s design.

My love for her comes with no sign.

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠

Terza Rima with ABA BCB CDC, rhyme.

My love for her comes with no sign or sound,

It struck like thunder from a sky so clear,

No path, no plan—just trembling, shaking ground.

It bloomed like roses when no spring is near,

A burst of color through my shadowed chest,

A whisper only aching hearts can hear.

She stood alone, a daisy in the west,

So soft, so still beneath the blazing sun,

Yet in her silence, my soul found its rest.

No logic speaks of how this love begun,

It came, it stayed, it turned my world around—

A quiet war my heart has always won.

𝐓𝐨 𝐌𝐲 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐝, 𝐖𝐡𝐨 𝐂𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐋𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐋𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭

Heroic Quatrain (ABAB)

My love for you came soft, without a sound,

No trumpet cried, no omen marked the day.

But when you smiled, the world began to spin,

And all my fears and doubts were washed away.

You bloomed like flowers bursting through the stone,

Where nothing grew, you made the silence sing.

A daisy bright, yet standing all alone,

You brought the sweetness only love can bring.

No warning spoke, no dream foretold your face,

Yet here you are—the song within my soul.

You stilled the storms, restored my broken grace,

And made my scattered pieces feel whole.

No raging fire, no thunder in the sky,

But like a prayer, you touched me, deep and wide.

A holy hush, a calm that made me cry—

I found my home when you stood by my side.

So know this truth: my love is pure and true.

No fame, no gold, no crown could ever part,

This bond I feel each time I think of you—

For you alone now carry all my heart.

𝐊𝐚 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐡𝐥𝐚𝐡𝐫𝐮𝐧𝐠 𝐞𝐦 😭

       Vawi leh khatah a hnâr a rawn thi zawih zawih a. Hnâr thi satliah mai a ni lo, thi khâr a hlawpin an baw hawk hawk a ni ber. A mit sulh a, nikhaw hre lovin a awmzui ta nghal a.

      Rang takin a unaupa amah enkawl tura inpe, Medicine Super Specialist ni bawk chuan buaipui nghalin, chu damdawi ina thawk nurse-te nen chuan tihtur ṭul apiang tiin an bawihsawm ta char char a.

      Chutia thih a sual lai tak chuan, he khawvela a  hmangaih ber, amah hmangaih em emtu a bialpa tân chuan awmngaihna hriat a har ngei mai. Kum chanve aia rei natna nena inbuan nitin a hmangaih tân, tih theih engmah a nei si lo a. Ni a liam a, ni hnih liamin ni thumnaah pawh hmeichhia chu a rawn harh chhuak thei chuang lo.

      Chutih chhûng zawng a mipa chuan nitin, khél lovin zing chibai bûkna leh zan mut huna mangṭhana thu a hnutchhiah ziah a. A khât mawi táwkin mipa chuan a nitin hun hman dante hrilhin, a hmangaihzia thu nen dam ṭha pangngai biakin a be mawlh mawlh reng bawk. 

       John Keats-a leh Fanny Brawne-i te inhmangaihna khawvel, itsikna avang nge sawm hauh lova chu khawvel duhawm tak rawn rûntu TB natna ṭihbaiawm ber vanga, Keats-a nun bawrhsawm tial tial laia an inhmangaih tawnna khawvelah anni pahnih pawh chentirin an awm ve ta tlat a ni. 

      TB natna avanga a dinhmun hre reng chunga, "I almost wish we were butterflies and liv'd but three summer days - three such days with you. I could fill with more delight than fifty common years could ever contain" tia zalen taka eng harsatna mahin an pawlh buai loh, England nipui nawm hun lai berah ni thum chhûng lek, Fanny-i nena hun hman dun a châkzia, chu ni thum chhûng lekah chuan kum 50 chhûnga hlimna leh lawmna infâwkkhawm hen zo, hmangaihna khawvel hlimawm ber Fanny-i chentir theih a inrin thute chuan, mipa thinlung a chhun tui zo a.

       A hmangaih ber rawn harh chhuah ve leh, Keats-a duhthusam hmangaihna khawvel ang tak chenpui ve châkin a sahal huam huam tih, Pathian chauh lo chuan an hriatpui lo. 

      Keats-a'n duhthawh taka, "Thou art a dreaming thing, a fever of thyself" tia Fanny-i chu suangtuahna duhthusam duhawm ber, sikserh natnain taksa a fan chhuak ang maia chhûngril bera phurna sosang tak siamtu a nihzia a hrilh ang bawkin, chu tlangval thinlungah chuan phurna namênlo tak, eng thahrui hmang maha thunun zawh loh hlimna siamtu chu, a hmangaih ber nikhaw hre lova natna khuma zâl mek chu a ni si a.

       Mipa chuan he hmeichhia ang reng reng hi a la tawng ngai lo. He hmeichhia zet hi chu a va danglam tak êm! A hringnun a rawn nghawr danglam dan te, hmangaihna avanga a thinlunga hlimna leh lawmna thûk leh sâng ber a rawn thlentir theih dante chu, a hringnun hian a la tem chhin ngai lo. 

        Beatrice-i leh Benedick-a te inngaihzawnna khawvel, Shakespeare-a'n, “I do love nothing in the world so well as you—is not that strange?” tia hmangaihna mak a tihzia tluk bawkin, he hmeichhia a hmangaih dan em em hi mak a inti nitin ṭhin! A biak reng lai pawhin a ngaiin a thlahlel ngawih ngawih zelte hi, mak a ti vawng vawng ṭhin si a!

        "Nang ka hmangaihna che hian, khawvela mahni hmasial berah mi siam ta! I tel lo chuan piang ve lo ang mai ka ni zo ta si a! Thil dang reng reng ngaihtuah thei lovin, nang nena hun hman dun mawlh thlahlelin mahni hma ka sial zo ta a nih hi!

      Mipate'n an sakhua biak avanga an nun an hlan ngam hi mak ka ti lutuk ṭhin. Ka ngaihtuah zawng ringawt pawhin ka khur der der thei nia! Mahse, tunah chuan engkim ka hre thiam ta. Keia tân chuan Hmangaihna hi ka Sakhua lo niin, a tân ka nun ka hlan ngam ta si a. Chu ka sakhaw biak hmangaihna chu nangmah ngei hi i lo ni e. Bawihte, englai pawhin i tân ka nun ka hlan ngam ta!" tia Keats-a hmangaihna inhrosa thawm aiin, engmah hre lova natna khuma zâl mek a hmangaihna inmung thawm chu a nep bik mawlh lo!

      "Awake! arise! my love and fearless be, For o'er the southern moors I have a home for thee" tiin hmeichhia chu rawn harh chhuak turin a au ta lawm lawm a. Eng hunah nge hmeichhia chu a rawn harh chhuah dâwn tih hre lo mahse, englai pawha a harh ve leh a kianga awm reng turin mipa chuan, a hun leh ni a hmang ṭhin. "My sweet love, I shall wait patiently till tomorrow before I see you" tiin beiseina nung reng nen, a hmangaih chu a mangṭha ṭhin.

       Tlai lam a lo ni a, ni thum chhûng zet mai khua a chen tawh hnuin, kâwlah chuan ni chu mawi takin a rawn êng chhuak ta a. Nilengin khua a ṭha zui ta bawk. Zan tir lamah chuan a beisei loh tawpin, "Ka rawn harh chhuak chiah a. Ka rawn be nghal che a nih hi. Mahse, ka harh chian ve leh ka rawn be leh dâwn che nia" tih thu a dawng ta! 

      A lawmna chu tuifinriat angin a phûl bulh bulh a. A hlimna thlifim chuan a velin a tuam chhuak ta bawk. Hun hi nghah nei tân chuan, satel ṭuan tlukin a muang tia Shakespeare-a sawi ang takin, hmeichhiain a rawn biak chhunzawm hun tur nghakhlel takin a lo thlir ta a. A tawpah chuan, "Eng nge i lo an le? Ka lei hi a vûng a, ka ṭawng thei lo a. Chaw engmah ka ei loh avangin ka chau" tiin a rawn be ta a.

      Chu hun danglam taka mipa rilru chu, thu maia sawi chhuaha sawi fiah theih a ni lo. A hmangaih ber a khawngaihna nasa lutuk, a lainat lutuk avangin mipa mah ni se, a mittui a hnâm sáwk a. Nasa taka inthunun chungin, "Bawihte, nakin lâwkah i ṭawng thei leh mai dâwn alawm. Chutih hunah chuan a hma ang bawkin, inthlahlel leh inngai tawn takin kan titi leh siam siam dâwn alawm" tiin a chhang ta a.

       Hmeichhia chu a nat rei tawh avangin, inthlahrunnain a khat tlat tawh a. Hmangaih taka amah buaipuitute leh, a mipa lakah ngei pawh a inthlahrung zo tawh. Chu chuan mipa chu a rün ngawih ngawih a. "Ka ninawm tawh ang. Ka ninawm dawn tih inhre rengin, ka biak theih loh thut thut ṭhin che vangin ka duham ve ṭhin a. Bakah kal thut thei reng ka nia. Chuvangin ka hun ka pe hram hram zel che. Tin, ka chhûngte, engkim kalsana min buaipuitute lakah hian ka inthlahrung ngawih ngawih..." tia thei leh thei lova a rawn inthlahrunna chuan, a thinlung a chhun tlang zawih a ni ber!

      Mipa chuan, 'Nang ka buaipui thei che hi, a tluka hlu a awm lo. Buaipui i nuam êm êm a, buaipui che hi kan châk tlâng êm êm a ni zawk. Bawihte, inthlahrung tawh ngai suh ang che aw" tiin an inhnem tawn ta mawlh mawlh a.

       Tichuan, hlim takin an inbe chhunzawm ta mawlh mawlh a. An hma lam hunah eng nge lo thleng thei tih reng an ngaihtuah lo. An inngaiin an inthlahlel tawn ngawih ngawih a ni si a. Ka hmangaih che tiin thu an inthlah tawn a. Chutih lai chuan Tanya Tucker-i âw thâm mawi tak chuan,

Like two sparrows in a hurricane,

Trying to find their way,

With a head full of dreams,

And faith that can move anything,

They've heard it's all uphill,

But all they know is how they feel,

The world says they'll never make it,

Love says they will...

       tiin a lo fuih dun sauh sauh a. 

𝐍𝐮𝐩𝐮𝐢 𝐥𝐨 𝐧𝐞𝐢 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐢 𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐢 𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐜𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐰...

 

     "Thil pakhat min tiam ngei la ka duh a ni..."

      A âw chuan ngaihno a bei zual tulh tulh emaw tih mai tur a ni a. Mahse, mi biak zawnga a thaw lak danah erawh, a chau tih hai rual a ni lo. 

     Ka tân chuan a âw ri chu Beethoven, Wagner, Bach leh Chopin-ate kutchhuak ropui; Mass in B Minor, Moonlight Sonata, Ode to Joy, Fifth Symphony etc te ang maia ngaihnawm leh hriat reng tawh tur ang a ni. 

      Mahse, chu âw mawi ka tih leh ka ngainat êm êm thuchah rawn ken erawh, phai vai kut dawh ahnu hmana la phâr zui ang maiin ka ngaina hlek lo thung! Thihna rim a nâm phút a, thihna hruivalh ang maiin a vawt ngaih si a. 

      He thu, ngenna lo chhuahna thinlung erawh mahni hmasialna pakhatmah awm lohna, mahni pawh inngaihtuah chang lova midang laka duhsakna thûk ber hlanna a ni tih ka hre chiang êm êm tlat. Chu mawlh chuan mi rün a, ka mit ka khap hnâm sáwk chu a mak lo reng a ni.

      "Bawihte, ka theih ve zawng a nih phawt chuan, ka tihsak ngei ang che..." tiin ka chhang ta a. Ka âw a lawi chhe miah lo chu mak ka ti zawk hial a. Pangngai taka ka âwin min phatsan lo chu ka lawm hle.

     Bawihtei hi ṭum thum zet mai thihna nen inbuan tawhin, thla chanve dáwn te, kâr khat chuangte thlanmual ang maiin min lo rehsan tawh ṭhin! Engtikah nge a lo harh chhuah leh dâwn tih pawh hriat lohin, nunna lamṭang rinawm nih tumin a lo bei faih faih tawh tlat a. He thu min zawt pawh hi a mak lo reng a ni. 

     "Ka lo kalsan ta che a nih paw'n, nupui lo nei ngei ngei la ka duh..." tiin, ngenna azawnga ngenngawl ber kal tlangin, hmangaihnaa mi tuamhlawm dan mawlh a la ngaihtuah ta fo a nih hi! He hmeichhe duhawmzia zet hi chu aw!

      Eng thu mah ka la sawi hmain, ka tâna nupui ṭha tur a tih zawng, a mizia, a nungchang engkim mai a duhthusam min hrilh nghal mawlh mawlh a. Chutiang mi ang nupui tur ka thlang fuh lo a nih chuan, ka hlim loh tur thu leh ka nun a hrehawm tur thu min fah nghal mawlh mawlh mai zu nia! 

      Min va hre chiang tak êm! Ka mize ṭha lo lai te, chhawmdawl ka ngaihna lai te, ka chak lohna lai zawng zawng a hre chiang êm êm a. Chu hriat chianna kal tlang chuan, khawvela ka hmeichhe hmangaih ber chuan ka nupui tur awm mi hmeichhia mi thlansak ta a!

      Romeo & Juliet lemchan kal tlanga W. Shakespeare-a'n, "My bounty is as boundless as the sea, my love as deep. The more I give to thee, the more I have, for both are infinite" tia Juliet-i'n Romeo-a a hmangaihna thûk leh rilzia a sawi chhuahna ṭawngkam, khuaipui zu ang maia thlum aiin Bawihtei'n a duhthusam kal tlanga min hmangaihzia a lantirna hi a nep bik chuang lo! 

       Tah zet chuan Keats-a nen danglamna reng kan awm ta lo. TB natna avanga chau tak chung pawha, a hmangaih Fanny Brawne-i hnenah, "My love has made me selfish. I cannot exist without you — I am forgetful of every thing but seeing you again — my Life seems to stop there — I see no further. You have absorb’d me" tia mahni hmasialna zawng zawng nen a thinlung a phawrh ang maiin,  "Bawihte, ka hmangaih che" ka ti ta mawlh mawlh a!

     Ṭum khat chu heti hian min ti a. "Tun aia hma zawk hian lo intawng tawh ni ila chuan, tun ang mai mai hian i awm hauh lo ang. Kawng engkimah hma ka sawnpui chein, nun ṭha leh duhawm zawk nei turin ka kaihruai ngei ang che. I bialnu hmasate an nep ka tihna a ni lo. Mahse, nang chu nawr kal chawp ngai, theihna nasa tak nei si i nia" tiin, kan intawng har pawi a tih thu min hrilh melh melh a nih kha! 

      Aw vante u, lei thuahthip hnuaia cheng zawng zawngte u, in fanu hian in pawi eng nge a sawi a, heti tak maia pawisawi lo pawi in han sawi tak mai ni le? He hmeichhe duhawm lutuk bulah hi chuan, ka sualna tinreng, fel lohna zawng zawngte hi meihawl kâra lunghlu ang maiin an langsar fal nalh zel a. 

      Hnem rual loh, chhuak êm êmin ka ṭap ta zawih zawih a!

      "Bawihte, hmangaih theih hmeichhia ka tawng a nih phawt chuan, nupui chu ka lo nei ngei ang" tiin ka intiam ta a!

𝐇𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐡𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐞𝐡 𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐧𝐚 𝐏𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐚 𝐇𝐦𝐞𝐢𝐜𝐡𝐡𝐢𝐚 𝐂𝐡𝐮 !

      Kum 8 tal tap hmeichhia reng ngaihtuah lovin ka awm a. Nupui tur chu sawi loh, ngaihzawng tur tak ngial pawh ka zawng ngai lo. Mahse, ka hun tawng nena inmil zetin amah hi ka tawng ta a ni. Tum lâwk hauh lova thil thleng hi zawngin, tum lâwk loh nunah min hruai ngei ngei zel a nih hi.

      A tirah chuan ṭhian angin ka kawm a, kan inbe ṭhin. Kan inkawm tam tial tial a, ka duh tulh tulh ta mai. Eng vang nge, eng nge a chhan? Eng vangin nge he hmeichhia hi a ni tela ka hmangaih tulh tulh chhan? Hmeichhia ka tawn tawhah chuan a la danglam ber. A changkangin a khaw hawi a zau êm êm a.

       Mize nghet tak, nungchang rinawm, danglam ve mai mai ngai lovin a nun a hrual mum a. A chhûng lam mihring duhawmna ang reng reng, a thawi pawhin hmeichhe dang lakah ka hmuin ka la tem chhin ngai lo. Hringnun hrehawmna leh harsatna thlipuite'n dimna nei miah lo, lainatna tel hlek lova an chhut rawn, mipa thahrui chakna tel miah lova hringnun lo hneh tawhtu a ni.

      A rothapin a hriam hraih a, a rorumin a deh a khirh ru hle bawk. Mahni inrin tâwkna nasa tak nei mi, nun bulṭhut (principle) nghet leh nghing ve mai mai ngai lo nei mi a ni. Mahni hlutna hre chiang tak, chapo hauh si lova mahni inngaihlu thiam, chu a inngaihhlutna chu dawt pakhatmahin a pawlh dal loh a ni a. Belhchian hi a dawl ngawih ngawih mai a ni.

       A rintlakin belhchian a dawl hle a. A tum a ruhin, a lan dan maiah chuan beram no ang, chhûng rila sakeibaknei thinlung ang pu mi a ni. Ngaihtuahna khawng leh khauh tak nei mi niin, mite fak hlawh tur leh amah an thlir dan tur ngaihtuah lovin, amahin ngun taka a zir chhuah leh a hriatnaa innghat zawkin a hringnun a hrual fip a, thinlung thathona nen engkim a hmachhawn ṭhin.

     Mahse, kha leh chen tu lakah mah innghat lovin, mipa thahrui chakna beisei tur nei duh miah lo chunga hnehtu nun nei khân, a mipa duh ber mi han tawng ta a. Engkim min hrilh a nuam a ni ber. A hringnun kilkhawr leh ril ber ber, eng anga te pawh ni se min hrilh nuam a ti a. Pangchan theihtawpin ka lakah a pangchang a. Thinlung zawng zawnga ngaihsak leh duat a phutin a beisei. 

      Duata ngaihsak nuam a tih tluk chiahin min ngaihsakin min duat let thung! A sap ṭawng takin, a zawng zawngin a inpe a. A zawng zawng a beisei let bawk. A mit a sâng a, a khawvel tukverh hawnna pawh a hniam lul lo. Engkim a phâk tâwka a ṭha ber duh mi, beiseia neih tum tlat, thahrui chakna nasa tak nena um ṭhin mi a ni. Rinawmna kawng hren a ngaina a, thutak hmui hnawih hmanga inchei nuam ti mi a ni. 

     Thianghlimna diar khim a ngaina êm êm a, mahni inrin tâwkna kawrfual chu a thuam ngainat ber a ni. Heng zawng zawng khaikhawmna chu, a thinlung taka Pathian ṭihna nei mi a nihna hi a ni. Nu leh pa thu awih êm êm mi a ni bawk. Thu i uar min ti a nih ngat chuan, a nihna chanve pawh ka la sawi chhuak thiam lo zawk a nih hi!

      Mipa tam takin an zuam sual a, an khing phâk hek lo. Hetiang taka hmeichhe khawng hian, mipa tam berin an hmuh loh nungchang nu êm êm, thinlung no leh pangchang ru zet mai, nau pian ṭha an sawi ang maia duat nuam ti êm êm, hmeichhia azawnga no ber mai nihna a nei lawi si! Ka hlauhthawn ber, ngaihzawng nin thut thutna nun ka neih ziah ṭhin ang kha, kha ngei kha vawi khat mah Bawihtei lakah ka la nei lo!

      Mipa mit lak tumna pakhatmah nei si lovin, a inchei dan leh nungchang, a mizia engkimin mipa mit an la a. Mipa thinlung hneh tumna pakhatmah nei si lovin, a kam chhuak leh chezia, a hawiher leh thil thlir dan engkimin amah belchiangtu mipa tawh phawtte thinlung ram a la duai duai ṭhin! Amah an ngaihzawn theihzia leh an duh theihzia thute hmu lo ila chuan, êm êma tih tur thu hmangin a chungchang ka sawi ka inti ngei ang!

      Heng a chhûng lam duhawmna belhchhan tur hian, a hmêl leh pian chu sawiselbo tih tur khawpin an la ṭha leh ta zel a! Mipain hmeichhiaa duhthusam leh zawn kan neih, hmêl ṭhatna, duhawmna, pian thiam, zaidam, khawngaihna ngah leh rinawm, taima leh thawkrim, thianghlim leh fing, fel leh nei nung, kawm nuam leh nelawm, rilru zau leh dik zawng zawngte hi amahah hian zu awm fai vek a! 

       Thingtlang langval aṭanga Muslim millionaire fapa, IAS aṭanga Pastawr, sumdawng hausa aṭanga politician, Pathian thu zir aṭanga awfiser lian, ri mawi lama kalte leh ziakmi, mi tin tih mai turte'n an ngaihzawn rawn, mahse tu mipa lakah mah, "Ka hmangaihin ka duh che" tih ṭawngkam la thlah chhin miah lo zu ni bawk a! E khai, i bialnu a nia i sawi mawiin i fak lutuk mah mah min ti dâwn, ka hria! Mahse, dawt pakhatmah ka sawi si lova ni. 

      A pian nalhzia, a vum mam no duhawmzia, mipa mitin itawm a tih ber tur sakruang kimtlang nei a nihnate hi, nileng sawi tham a tling tak meuh meuh a. Khuavangte ṭhalbea chawi seilen ni mai awma hmeichhe duhawm ber tân, a mipa hmangaih hmasak ber, "Ka hmangaih che" a tih awmchhun ka ni ta tlat mai a nih hi!

     

     A nih engtin nge chuti taka hmeichhe danglam thinlung chu i hneh theih tak bik min tih chuan, ka hre bik lo tih hi chhanna ka neih a ni tlawng mai. "I zei ve khit khet reuh a" tih zawng min ti ngei mai. Mahse, kan inkawm tirh phat aṭangin a lakah zep engmah ka nei lo. Lehkhabu inhawng sa ang maiin amah ka kawm a. Darthlalang anga langtlang nun nen amah ka chhai ṭhin. Tin, a pa a en dan kawng ṭhenkhat, a pa chauhin a pêk theih nun ka hnen aṭangin a hmu ṭhin tih ka hre bawk. 

      Tin, thil dang zawng aiin kan inkawmngeih êm êm mai a ni! Kan inbiak vanglai tak takte kha chuan, belhkhawmin ni khatah darkar 10 dáwn dáwn kan inkawm ṭhin a. A tuk khua lo var se, a hma zawng aiin kan titi a tui zual emaw tih mai tur kan ni ta ṭhin! Thil hi sawi loh kan nei lo a ni ber awm e. Amah pawh hian mak a inti thlu ve ngang a ni ang. A sawi chhuak leh zauh ṭhin a nih hi. 

      Chu hmeichhia ka hmangaih êm êm chu, chuhpuitu danglam ber ka nei ta tlat mai a ni. Natna azawnga natna vâng ber zinga mi, natna khirhkhan leh mi vei zen zen loh, enkawl hautak êm êm chuan, a taa siam tumin mi rawn chuhpui ta tlat mai a. He natna chimawm ber nen, kum chanve aia rei an inbuan hnu hian, a hma zawng aiin amah ka hriat chianna a thûk a. Tu nge a lo nih tak tak tih ka hriat phah ta bawk.

        He natna hian, a hma zawng aiin kan inzawmna a ti thûk zual a. He natna a buan dan kal tlang hian, "Hmeichhia chu thingpuife ang kan ni. Tui sova thlaka chiah kan nih hma loh zawng, eng ang chiaha tak leh rim tui nge kan nih tih a hriat ṭhin loh" tia Eleanor Roosevelt-i, US First Lady thu sawi awmzia tak tak ka hmuh fiah phah ta reng a ni. Thingpuife azawnga chak leh tui ber chu, ka Bawihtei hi a ni si a!

     A natna avangin a thling awmna ruhrel zawng zawng an nâ êm êm reng a. A damdawi lak avangin, a châng chuan a thla dáwnte kein a kal thei lo a. A châng leh a hrawk vün vangin, kâr khat chuangte a ṭawng thei miah lo ṭhin. A lei vün ṭhin avangin, ṭawng harsa tih châng a ngah thei hle a. A taksa nâ lutuk avangin, khumah saisir leh inher hlek pawh a harsat ngawih ngawih ṭhin. A hnârah oxygen an vuah reng a, venflon lah ni se hmun hnihah englai pawhin a vuah a ngai bawk. 

      Heti khawpa nâ tuar si, a natnain a chhilh hneh viau a nih loh chuan, englai pawhin hlim takin min be siam siam thei reng a. A châng phei chuan dam lo a ni tihte ka theihnghilh fo! A tuar a chhel lutukte hi a mak thlawt a. A nat ber lai pawhin, keimah zawk hi dam lo emaw tih mai turin min rawn ngaihtuahin, min rawn duat ṭhin.

      "Min hau lovin min duat rawh aw" min tih chângte hian, ka lung a duap zo vek ṭhin. Mahse, hun a lo kal zel a, a natna hi a nasa tawh riau si. "Ka kalsan hunah che nupui lo nei ngei ngei ang che aw" tih thu te, "Min hmangaihtute hian ka kal hi in phal a ngai tawh. Hetia nâ tuar reng tur hian min duh em ni?" tih thawm a rawn ri chhuak ta fo mai. Ka tuar thiam lovin, ka chhuahchhal ti tih hman ṭhin. 

      Mahni hma ka sialzia ka inngaihtuah phal loh vang a ni si a. Mi inthlahrung ber mai mi lo niin, amah awmpui chawt tur hian Guwahati lama a ni (auntie) leh, Bangalore lama a cousin Super Specialist an inpe tawp a. "Bawihte, enkawl ka hautak êm a. Nang chuan min enkawl duh mah la, i tlin lo ang" min tihna hian, eng ang dinhmuna ding nge a nih a hril zo vekin ka hre ṭhin. 

       Heng zawng zawngah hian, ka tâna Bawihtei hlutna ka la pholang hauh lo. Kei hi mihring ngaihsam leh zawmthaw ru zet mai, mi awlsam leh takna nei lo, thli hawi lam zawng apianga thle ve mai mai ṭhin ka ni a. Ka dawn a tawiin belhchian ka dawl lo hle. Nun innghahna nghet nei lova then kual mai mai ṭhin, tum em em pawh nei lo mi ka nia. Bawihtei nen hi chuan lei leh van ang hlauh kan ni.

       Tichuan, he hmeichhia hian ka khaw thlir dan engkim mai te, ka rilru puthmang leh ngaihdan zawng zawng min thlaksak a. Nun awmze nei leh rintlak, belhchian dawl nei turin zawi zawiin min fuihin min siam thar melh melh a. Chawlhna tuikama chawlh hahdam dan min zirtirin, huaisen min zirtir thar leh ta a ni. 

     Ziak tur ka la ngah em em chungin, duhtâwk dâwn tawh mai ila. "Kan duhthusam tihpuitlinna hunte hi nei ve ila, a nuam tur a nia ti raw" min tihna hian kan engkim a hril zo awm e. Bawihtei hi van kohna chhang turin a inpeih reng tawh a. Mahse, kei leh amah hmangaihtute erawhin a kal mai kan la phal rih si lo. Pahianin engkim a hria e, a thu lovin fanghmir pakhat pawh an boral ngai si lo a!

𝐊𝐚 𝐡𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐡 𝐛𝐞𝐫 𝐧𝐚𝐭𝐧𝐚 𝐤𝐡𝐢𝐫𝐡𝐤𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐚𝐤 𝐯𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐝𝐚𝐦 𝐥𝐨 !

(Our love story amidst great sickness)

      (He thu hi tuna kan huntawng mek, khirhkhan tak a ni a. A natna hi natna vâng leh buaithlak lutuk tih bak ka sawi lo mai ang. Min lo ṭawngṭaipuite pawh ka duh hle. Chu bakah, ziaka dah ṭhat ngei ka duh vangin, ka han tarlang ta a nih hi)

𝑴𝒖𝒕 𝒌𝒂𝒏 𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒅𝒖𝒏 𝒛𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒊𝒏 ṭ𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝒂...

        "Bawihte, a ni telin ka tlahniam tial tial a. Hma ka sawn thei lo reng reng. Ka sam lah a tla nasa êm êm mai a, ka muhil thei bawk si lo" tih thu chuan, lirnghing ang maiin min nghawr nâ a, ka chiai ru tlat tawh. Zanahte chuan theihtawp chhuahin awi mut tumim ka bia a, ka âw ngaihthlak nuam a ti bawk nen vanneihthlak deuhin zan 3 zet chu ka awi mu thei ta a.

        Mahse, a han muhil ṭantir thawmte chu ngaihthlak a nuam lo ṭhin hle. A ruh zawng zawng nâ a ti êm êm a, inleh hlek pawh a harsat em em. A chângin a rum ṭiah ṭiah a, a châng leh a ṭe ṭhawt ṭhawt a. A nghik feih feih a, a châng leh a ṭap chhuak bawk. "Bawihte, dam dam..." tiin a muhil lai chu ka thiam tâwkin ka be mawlh mawlh reng a. Darkar chanve vel mut a sual hnuin, hahdam takin a muhil ta siai siai ṭhin. 

       A ṭhanharh hlimchhawna a rawn ṭah chhuah ka hlauh ṭhin avangin, zan rei pawh ni se lo mepui hram ka tum ṭhin. "I fel thei si: Engtin nge nula ho hian an chhuah che ninaw...? (Hmel chhe bawk si, mawl bawk si, neih engmah nei bawk si lo, zei lo ropui si ka nih vang maw le!) Tunah te hian ka tummy hi min chul sak heuh heuh la ka ti" tia duhthu a han sam ka tihlawhtling thei lo hreawm ka tihziate hi a hriat ka  hlau em em a! "Ka hmangaih che a, chuan ka ngaina che a, ..chuan i thil sawi te hi hriat nuam ka ti em em bawihte 😘" min han tihte hian, a hriat lohin ka lung a chhe ngawih ngawih ṭhin. 

𝑩𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒍𝒐𝒓𝒆 𝒍𝒂𝒎𝒕𝒍𝒖𝒂𝒏𝒈...

       Bangalore lamah pawipang ti turin a zuk zin thla zuai a. A kal tur thlah nâna duhsakna ka hlan theihnghilh vanga nilenga a tum bar hmelte kha, a hmuhnawmin mit a titlai teh e, mi thungrulh dan a thiam em mai pawh a! Kum thar hma hma ngeia lo hawng turin ruahmanna pawh kan siam fel diam tawh a. Ruahmanna lâwkna hi mihring chan a ni a, lei chhann erawh chu Lalpa aṭangin a ni tih thu rintlakzia a lo lang ta zawk a nih hi. Mihringin hma lam hun kan hriat lawk lohzia a va lang chiang ṭhin tak êm! "Bawihte, kum hlui kan thlah dun thei dâwn ta lo" tih hrilh harsa ka tihzia kha!

𝑴𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒉𝒊𝒏 𝒌𝒂 ṭ𝒉𝒆𝒏 𝒂 𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒖 𝒎𝒂𝒘 😔

        "I caring sia ...mi thil i sawipui peih sia ..chuan i dawh thei sia. You are so special to me bawihte. Tunahte hian ka tummy hi min chul sak heuh heuh la ka ti. A nâ puam trawlh²  reng mai. Ka ngaihtuah a maw. Lo inṭhen ta ila ... ka tuar nasa ang ka ring" tia inthlahrung taka a han sawi niap niapte khan, ka thinlung hi chemte lu zuma vih ang maiin a tinâ a. Awmngaihna reng ka hre lo, ka ṭah a chhuak ngawih ngawih a nih kha. 

 𝑵𝒂𝒎𝒆̂𝒏𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒊𝒏 𝒂 𝒉𝒏𝒂̂𝒓 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒊 𝒕𝒂 !

       "Bawihte, nizana kan inbiak zawha kan in mangṭha hnu lawk khan, nasa tak maiin ka hnâr a thi chiam a. Rang takin damdawi in lam kan pan nghal a, zing dar 3 hnu lam a ni tawh ang. Ka hrilh duh loh che a" tih thuin ka zing tho min lo hmuak chu, ka bing nghal chúk mai! Ka nghilh dup a, ka mang a ang ru nghal em em zui. Eng vangin nge ka lo mutsan kher ni tiin ka inthiam lo em em a nih kha!

        "Bawihte, rang takin damdawi in lamah va in check up ta che" ka'n han tih chuan, thuawih takin a va inentir ta a. Beisei loh deuhin typhoid a lo nei hi a lo nia. Chutia damdawite an han chawh takah chuan, dam thuai turah ngaiin, ngai ṭha takin kan awm zui ta mai a. Mahse, a khât mawi tâwkin a khua a rawn sik leh ṭhinin, a bp leh hb a lo hniam em em mai si. A kianga awm theiha, a taka enkawl châknain thlipui hrâng ber ang maiin min nuai chiam a ni ber! 

        Chutia chiai ru ang reng taka kan awm reng lai chuan, beisei loh takin a hnâr thi leh khwwsik a reh hlei thei ta tlat lo mai a. A hb lah 5 te a ni ang tak deuh deuh a! Tichuan, Bangalore lama a first cousin Doctor a rawn tlan phei ta chúk chúk a. Rang lutukin lirtheiah rem taka muttirin a chiu mu a, damdawin in ṭha berah hnawhsarumin a hruai phei ta a ni. 

𝑩𝒂𝒘𝒊𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒉𝒍𝒆𝒍, 𝒕𝒊𝒉𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊𝒉 𝒌𝒂 𝒏𝒆𝒊 𝒔𝒊 𝒍𝒐 😔

       Damdawi inah nâ tuara a leh reng laite chuan, "Ka bulah mu ve la chuan min chulsak la.... i chul lai velin ka lo fawp reng ang che  i hmai velah.." tia khual khua daih aṭanga a pangchang âw han hriat hreawm nawmzia chu sawiin a siak lo. Tih theih ka nei lo lutuk chu a rûkin ka rum vawng vawng a. A natna thlentu hrikte chu, mihring ni se hriamhrei nena hmachhawn châkin ka ter et et reng a ni mai.

          "Ka hmangaih em che hi bawihte. Enteh maw, dawhthei lovin hei ka thinrim pawha lo in ti engemaw ni ta la kan inmil lo ang ...nang chu mi i dawh thei a. Hei, hmangaih loh theih i ni lo bawihte" min han tite chu hriat a nawm êm êm rualin, mahni induhkhawp lohna a lian thei ngang mai a! A kianga awm a, han kuangkuaha han hnem ka châk em em a ni si a! 

𝑲𝒂 𝒉𝒏𝒆𝒏𝒂𝒉 𝒂 𝒊𝒏𝒑𝒖𝒂𝒏𝒈 𝒂 !

        "Tiang hian mipa bulah ka awm ngai lo vawi khat mah. Engkimah hei ka feel  vek che i tel ang hian. Hrehawm ka tih ber chu ka tai nâ hi bawihte" a han tih chuan, a period nâ mai emaw tiin emgmah kan han hriat lâwk loh turzia kan hre hauh lo a lo ni. Mahse, heti khawpa nâ ru reng tawh si kha, fiamthua min kawmin a la nui hawk hawk theite hi  a tuar a va lo chhel tak êm aw! Bawihte, ka hmangaihin ka va lainat tak che êm!

𝑰𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒉𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒐 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒖𝒊𝒉, 𝒍𝒂𝒘𝒎𝒕𝒉𝒖 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒍𝒉 𝒛𝒂𝒘𝒌 𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒉 !

        Ka hmangaih tih hrilh reng duh mah ila, ka han inthlahrun deuhte hian, "Sawi mawlh mawlh rawh, ngaihthlak a nuam alawm" tia mih fuih phur dante hi a thiam em em a. Zanah ka han awih mut chânga a lawmthu sawina mawlhte hi ka bengah a cham reh thei lo! "Good morning bawihte 😘 Bawihte i mu tlem awm ve. Ka hmangaih che bawihte ❤️😘 Ka va han lawm ṭhin tak em  bawihte" tiin.

        Amah ka tawng vanneih kan intihzia ka hrilhte hian, "Ka lawm e bawihte. Keimah alawm vannei...fel si mi duat si ..puitling si 😘" min ti let hlauh zel! Ka zei loh ang ang, ka thiam loh ang anga ka'n duatte hian a lawm thei em em a. "Ka lawm e bawihte. Keimah alawm vannei...fel si mi duat si ..puitling si 😘" tiin min han chawimawina châng a hre tlat zel.

𝑳𝒂𝒎𝒕𝒊𝒓 𝒑𝒉𝒆𝒕 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒖𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒉𝒔𝒖𝒂𝒍 𝒂 𝒄𝒉𝒉𝒖𝒂𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒊𝒂𝒎 !

       Lam ngaina deuh mai hi a nia. A dam ṭhat huna kan lam dan tur, cowboy dance lo zir tute hian reels min lo thawn thul! Kei lah a zei lo chi ka ni si, hlim deuh hian kan nui hawk hawk zel a. Ka huphurh tih a hriat poh leh sual a chhuah a, "Awi! huphurh sia maw. Sawi nawi char char. Lam tur khân lo in ring la ni mai 🤓 Khu rum rumin kan lam ang" tiin, min tur ut ut zel a! "Zo khaw nula Aizawl-ah party-naah an hruaia lampui an tum a ...sofa kal ruak ruakin an hnûk tih ang deuha hnuh chhuah i ngai dâwn" min la ti tak deuh deuh!

𝑩𝒂𝒘𝒊𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒊𝒏 𝒅𝒂𝒎 𝒍𝒂𝒎 𝒂 𝒑𝒂𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊 𝒍𝒐 😔

         Tichuan, damdawi in changkang zawka dah a han nih tak hnuah pawh, ni eng emaw ti chhûng chu a natna an hre mai thei tlat lo. Enchinna hrang hrang neiin, a khua a sikin a hnâr a thi deuh reng a. Ka rilru tawtzia leh natzia hi ṭawngka mai chuan ka sawi chhuak thiam ngang lova ni. Amah lah dam lo ngai lo, ei leh in duh tui tak, hriselna ngai pawimawh tak mi a ni si a. Thisen enchhin tura a thisen an siaksak laite chuan, dan rual lohin a mittui a sûr zung zung mai. Ka tâna tawrh har turzia min hriat thiampuitu awm tak maw?

𝑩𝒂𝒘𝒊𝒉𝒕𝒆𝒊 𝒏𝒂𝒕𝒏𝒂 𝒌𝒂𝒏 𝒉𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒂 😔

       A tawpah chuan a Bone Marrow aṭangin a thling siak chhuahsakin, ni hnih thum hnuah result kan hre ta a. Natna zawnga natna vâng êm êm mai a lo vei reng niin. A bone marrow khân cell thar duh angin a siam chhuak thei lo kha a lo ni a. Uluk taka enkawl ngai, a nasat phei chuan bone marrow transplant tih ngai kha a lo ni a! A nghilh hian ka nghilh dup a, ka khawvel kal lai a tawp chawt a ni ber!  Amah lah chuan a natna chu ka hnen aṭang khera hriat a duh bawk si, ka dinhmun han khirhzia kha aw!

       Luipui luang lai a tawp a, arsi her lai an ding chawt ni berin ka hria. Ramhnuai reh reih rawihah, tu mitmei mah veng lova au chhuaha ṭah rawih rawih ka châk êm êm. Ka nau Daktawr Specialist ka va be thuai a, ani lahin chanchin lawmawm min hrilh tur a hre bawk si lo. Ka hmangaih ber damna tur a nih phawt chuan, a natna hi keimahah inburbun vek theih ni se ka va ti tehlul êm! Amah ka hmangaihnaah hian a taksa damna a awm si lo maw? A va hreawm ngat ngat ngai êm!

𝑴𝒂𝒉𝒔𝒆, 𝒃𝒆𝒊𝒔𝒆𝒊 𝒕𝒖𝒓 𝒂 𝒍𝒐 𝒍𝒂 𝒂𝒘𝒎 𝒕𝒍𝒂𝒕...

        Mahse, a natna an hriat chhuah hma hlauh avangin, zai kher ngai lova enkawl dam theih anih beiseina a lian hlauh a.  Thawk khat chu a veng huai mai. Tichuan  hun an kal deuha a dinhmunte ka'n zawt a, "Aw harh e, mahse ka mu char char tho ... ka sam hi a rawn tla nasaa ka hlauthawng. Aaaa  min ngaihtuah duh suh bawihte. 'Tian ka awm vel mai mai ang, ka ning sawi pawh hi. Dam lo reng nihte hi inthlahrunawm a. Tu lakah pawh ka in thlahrung a  bo pil vang vang ka duh ber" tia min chhannain min velh nasatzia kha a hria ang tih mawlh ka hlau! Ka thinrimna kha dynamite ni se, a puak ring ber chi a ni ngei ang!

𝑲𝒂 𝒉𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒉 𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒌𝒂 𝒍𝒂𝒌𝒂𝒉 𝒂 𝒊𝒏𝒕𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒉𝒓𝒖𝒏𝒈 𝒎𝒂𝒘 😔

       Amah fuih reng chungin a beidawn loh nân theihtawp ka chhuah mawlh mawlh reng a. A ruh a nâ reng a, a pang a khamin khuma inlehte a harsat êm êm a. Mi inthlahrung mi a la ni zui nen, "Zanin aṭang chuan maw: I nundan pangai ka tibuai tawh lo ang che ..i mut hunah i mu anga ...i thawh ṭhin hunah i tho anga ..tuma tân buaina nih ka duh lo a. Min care-na, min hmangauhnaah ka lawm takzet thinlung zawng zawngin. 

          Mahse, tiang ringawta awm a nâ neih sawi reng, hlimna leh lawmna hrilh tur che pawh ka nei lo ...natna harsatna sawi rengte hi ka ning em em a, ka inthlahrung bawk si" min han tite chu ka thin a rim em em! Amah chu ka hlimna ber, ka lawmna luipui luang, vanram ang maia ka thlakhlelh a ni tih a hre si lo maw? Aw, ka hmangaih ber chu a natna avangin ka lakah a inthlahrung a maw? A inthlahrunna hrikhru chu rah hruala tuifinriat mawnga thlak daih ka va duh tak êm! Bawihte, ka lakah chauh zawng inthlahrung lul suh, ka remti mawlh lo! 

𝑨 𝒉𝒏𝒂̂𝒓 𝒕𝒉𝒊 𝒌𝒂̂𝒓𝒂𝒉 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒏𝒆𝒎 𝒍𝒆𝒕 𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒉 𝒂 !

        Tuk khat chu he thu hi ka dawng leh ta nawlh a. Chemte lu zum tak hmanga ka nâk nêma vih ang mai a ni! "Tukin ka hnâr thi baw nasa lutuk rawn ni thut kha, (Don-a) a kut lawngin a rawn hmet a ... a kawr a kut, kekawrahte thisen a kai nasa tawp a, ka inthlahrung lutuk! Nâ reng ta chu nachhawkna hi ka hmang ngun ka ti. Mahse, min chhawk hneh vak lo. Eng pawh ka tuar thei alawm. Kei chu min ngaihtuah suh  bawihte" tia dam lo zawkin min han hnem let hlauh maite hi aw! Tuar thiam a va har ngai êm! Mahse, ka bawihtei hi hmeichhe hmel ṭha leh nu hnap, duhawm em em mah ni se, a rilru paukhauhzia hi mak tak a ni. Tu nge a chhuna heti tak maia a inthlahrun êm êm reng chu le? 

𝑰𝒏𝒌𝒉𝒂𝒘𝒎 𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒊𝒏 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒇𝒖𝒊𝒉 𝒉𝒍𝒂𝒖𝒉 𝒛𝒂𝒘𝒌 𝒏𝒊𝒂 !

       Ka dam ṭhat phawt chuan inkhawm hi ka ṭhulhsan ngai miah lo a. Zan khat erawh chu inkhawm zan a ni a, inkhawm ka phur hlawl lo. Mahse, amah zawkin heti hian min ti hlauh a nih kha! "Inkhawm chhûng a rei loh bakah min lo inkhawm kep dawn alawm.." tiin. Nih, ka va inkhawm zuai anga, inkhawm banah ka lo duat dâwn che nia ka ti a. "Ni e ... mi i duat dawn si  a" tiin min fuih a nih kha. 

       A châng leh, "Damdawi hei min chiu lâwk dâwn a. Ka lo be leh nghal ang che, bawihte...I'm back bawihte" min han tite hi tawrh a har thlawt a ni! Damdawi an pêk chuan a nâ a chhawk em tih ka zawt nghal var a. "Chhawk nghal rih lo e ...ka nin ber chu in leh reng hi ka duh a ka pang a kham a, ka inlet tha thei lo ṭhin hi. Mahse pain killer hna a thawh chuan ka inlet ve zung zung thei" tiin min chhang a.

       Nia, zan tam kan in menpuiin, a rilru lak pen nân titipuia menpui reng ka duh ṭhin si. Mihring ve bawk ka nih miau avangin  chau ve thei lo ka ni bik si lo!

        "Bawihte ka mutsan dâwn lo che. Khawhar taka i lo awm rek rek tur kha ka ngai thiam lo" ka ti. "Kei paw'n ka hmangaih che bawihte. A ngai tawh lo awih mut ziah kha. Nang pawh i hrisel a ngai" tiin ṭan a khawh ve tlat thung.

𝑻𝒆𝒔𝒕 𝒕𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒘𝒌𝒊𝒏 𝒂𝒏 𝒏𝒂𝒘𝒓 𝒍𝒊𝒂𝒎 𝒍𝒆𝒉 𝒕𝒂 !

        Ni khat leh chu, "Hei room aṭangin min nawr chhuak a. Eng eng emaw ni test kan nei a, ka blood-te an la chhuak leh a 😪 Ka ning khawp tawh mai" a rawn ti a. Hreawm ti rilru takin  "Aw bawihte  thlamuan theih che ka va duh tak em!" ka han tih chuan  "Min thlamuan ziah alawm

 Ka lawm e 😘 Bawihte ka hmangaih che. Ka lo call theih ṭep aw. You are so loved & appreciated bawihte 😘" tiin kan inthlah leh ta a ni. Wheelchair-ah a ṭah leh ka hlau chungin, bawihte i ṭah a chhuah chuan insum reng reng suh tiin ka fuih a. Keimah ngei pawh ka hnîm ruih reng a nih kha!

𝑴𝒊𝒏 𝒉𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒉 𝒉𝒊 𝒎𝒂𝒌 𝒌𝒂 𝒕𝒊 𝒕𝒂𝒘𝒑 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒊 𝒍𝒐 !

       Ani anga hmeichhe hmel ṭha leh duhawm lutuk, pian nalh leh smart bawk si, rilru dik leh ngil ka tawng ta mai vanneih ka intihzia ka hrilh mawlh mawlh a. Mipa tam tak ngaihzawn rawn, mi hausa tak tak leh hmel ṭha tak takin chhai thlûk tuma an rim rawn bâng lovin, kei ve lem min thlang tlat leh min hmangaih tlat mai hi mak ka ti tawp thei ngang lo. Mak ka tih thu ka sawi leh ṭhin a. A mi chhanna duhawmzia kha aw! 

 𝑴𝒊 𝒑𝒂𝒉𝒏𝒊𝒉 𝒊𝒏𝒉𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒉 𝒆𝒎 𝒆𝒎𝒕𝒆 𝒄𝒉𝒖 !

         "Bawihte keimah hi ka vannei ber 😘  nangmah hi ka tan i hlu em em a ...ka thinlungah hian i awm reng" tiin!

 Lo call dawn aw

 Can i call u ?

 Ka lawm lutuk bawihte 😘

 Mi i care in mi i duat si.

"I mut a chhuak si, ka khawngaih lutuk che."

 "Ka muhil alawm kha ka tân chuan a hlu lutuk, khami chen ka mu pawh kha i zarah"

"A awm alawm, i meng ve ṭang ṭang ṭhin a, cute thei si."

Ni e bawihte, rilru nuam deuhin mi i siam ṭhin a, ka thla a muang alawm..."

       Thute hi a awih ëm êm mai a, "I thu ka awih a, kei chu min sawipui ang ang kha ka  ti ve zel alawm. Vawin hi kan van uang em em..." tite'n kan nui leh hawk hawk ṭhin.

        He thu thlum tak ka dawn nite kha ka theihnghilh thei tawh ngai lo ang. "You are the reason I push through my hardest days  bawihte 😘 ..Life is so much better with you ❤️"

         "Naktuk aṭangin treatment tak tak ka lak theih an beisei a..." tia beiseina nena hma lam hun kan thlir dun nite kha!

𝑨 𝒅𝒂𝒎 ṭ𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒉𝒖𝒏𝒂 𝒂 𝒅𝒖𝒉𝒕𝒉𝒖𝒔𝒂𝒎 𝒄𝒉𝒖...

         A dam ṭhat huna ka bula a awm dan tur a sawite kha theihnghilh a har teh e. "Aw ...ka pangchang ang ka ring tihte ...chuan hei  smooch che te ..hug che te. Tin, engtin nge min ngaih ang mi ngai mak angem tih te. Aw min duat si  ....ka ngai ngawt ang che i bula ka awm paw'n ka mizia te hi a mak ve reuh a. Mi ka close mai mai lo...mipa ngaihzawng ang phei chu" tiin.

𝑲𝒂 𝒉𝒎𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒊𝒉 𝒄𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊 !

       He thu ka dawn nia ka hlimzia kha aw! "Aw ka first love alawm i nih. Mipa tu bulah tiang hian ka la awm ngai lo. Tin, ka hmangaih che tumah ka la ti lo. Ka hmangaih che ka tih hmasak ber dâwn che khân sawi harsa ka ti lutuk. Coz ka la sawi chhuah ngai loh vang leh, hmangaih ka la neih ngai loh vang a nia. 

           Atir khân ka zak lutuk a...ti nge tiang hian ka sawi ve theih le ka ti a. Mahse, tunah chuan sawi nuam ka ti tawh a. Ka hmangaih che ka tih che hian, nitin ka hmangaih zual deuh deuh zel che alawm bawihte" tih thu kha!

       Bawihte, ka ngaihtuah ṭhin. Eng vanga kei ve mai hi nang tehlul hian min hmangaih theih mai chu le tiin ka zawt phawng a. "I mizia hi ka duh a ...ka ngaina che a chuan thil ti mai mai rual ka nih tawh bik loh hi bawihte. Nawr vanga inhmangaih theih a ni hlei nem. Tin, ka tân chuan ka hmangaih che tih thu hi thil sawi harsa berte zinga mi a ni ang ... mahse bawihte ..ka sawi hi tak tak aw 😘

       I love you tih aiin ka hmangaih che tih hi ka duh, in ang reng mah se, Mizo ṭawng hian a real bikin ka feel bawihte. Aw le, bawihte  kan  hmaah eng nge lo thleng dawn kan hre lo. Mahse, theihtawp keima tâwkah ka chhuah ve zel ang. Bonded for life 💞💕 nih tum ang aw." tiin min chhang fel nalh a nih kha! He khawvelah hian kei tluka vannei mipa hi tu nge awm thei tawh chuang ang ni.

𝑯𝒆 𝒌𝒉𝒂𝒘𝒗𝒆𝒍𝒂 𝒌𝒂 𝒓𝒐𝒑𝒖𝒊 𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒂 𝒃𝒆𝒓 𝒄𝒉𝒖 !

          Ṭhenkhat chu nihna avanga piang ropui an awm a. Hlawhtlinna avanga mi ropui an awm bawk. Vanneihna avanga mi ropui an awm a, chhûngkaw ropui aṭanga lo piang ropui ve sa reng an awm bawk. Keia ropui vena erawh, nangin thinlung taka min hmangaihna hi ka ropui vena ber, khawvel lalṭhutthleng nen pawh ka thleng phal ngai loh tur a ni si a! 

𝑲𝒂 𝒛𝒂𝒉𝒑𝒖𝒊 𝒏𝒈𝒂𝒊 𝒍𝒐'𝒏𝒈 𝒄𝒉𝒆 𝒎𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒊 ☺️

        Bawihte, in changkang si a, i ṭhiante zingah min zahpui mai lo'ng maw ka ti leh hram a! "Tu nge mahni hmangaih leh duh zahpui ngai ang bawihte. Ka phal teuh lo mai che, zahpui i rilru engtin nge ka tih nat phal ang? Ka rilru hi hria la bawihte ..i hmangaihna kha ka duh ber" min han ti kha chu, lawmin ka zuang lo chauh a ni e. 

       Tun maiah lah chuan...

 Bawihte

 Thisen an la leh dawn aw

 Min nawr chhuak dawn

 Ka ning

😭😭😭

        Hreawm ka va ti tak êm! Lalpa, i fanu ka hmangaih êm êm hi min lo enkawlsak rawh aw. I khawngaihna ka rawn dil e 🙏

       Test tura a luh hma lâwka kan inbiak hnuhnunna ber - 

 Ka hmangaih lutuk che bawihte 😘

 Min khai mek a 😔ka bing

 Ka left hand in type

 Becoz of u my love

 Ka ngai che sia

 Ka dah anga maw. Chuan maw Knah lo bia ang che bawihte..

Mahse min lo be zeuh zeuh la aw

Vawi 2 na khai mek 😔😣

Sawi te hi ka ning bawihte

Natna sawi ngai reng hi ninawm  tiraw

Mahni in khum ah ka tho thei tawhlo a

Min  puih zel ngaia

Ka ruh te ka taksa na thei lutuk a!

      Mi ṭhenkhat chuan thu leh hla thiam tiin phu loh fakna min hlan ve ṭhin. Mahse, ka hmangaih berin a natna a han sawi ṭhinte ka chhiar hian, sawi tur ka haihchham zo vel a! Ka ṭawngkam thiamna zawng zawng a bo zo vel a ni ber.

        Tu nge heng hunah ṭawngkam rangkachak chhakchhuak thiam ang a, an hmangaihte natna chhawk dam thei thu thlum chham chhuak thiam tehlul bik ang? Chu mai bakah hunpui lai niin, hlim taka hun hmang tura min duh avangin, ka lak aṭanga inlak hran a tum ta a!

      Ka biak pawhin min chhang duh lo. Ka thin a tirim bawk si, ka lainatin ka khawngaih lutuk a! Amah biaka kawm hi ka hlimna ber a ni tih a hre lo leh ṭhin. Mi i thlahrung êm êm mi a ni si a, ka thin a rim a, ka lung a awi thei lo.

       Min lo be suh a tih pawhin, luhlul chhuah khum ka tum ta a. Mahse, ka ngai lutuk ka awm hle hle thei si lo! Ka status a lo hmu a, heng thute hi ka dawng ta a ni -

 Tukin ah ka lo bia che a, ka ngai lutuk che a

 Ka insum thei lo a

 Ka tum dan chuan

 Ka lo be zuaiin hei nuam ti tura awm turin ka duh thu ka lo hrilh zuai ang che nga

Chuan min lo reply pawh ka  beisei  ngam lo a

Mi lo reply te khan

Ka ngaihzia che ka hria a!

        

𝐎𝐮𝐫 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 - 𝐈𝐈

(𝑾𝒉𝒚 𝑴𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒎𝒂 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒔 𝑹𝒅-𝒊)

       Eng vanga va hmangaih ta em em nge a nih? Eng vangin nge a duh tak em em chhan? Mi nupui a ni a, fa a nei tawh bawk. Chuti chungin ani tlangval hnahkhat hian eng vangin nge a va hmangaih tlat si? He zawhna hi vawi tam a inzawt ṭhin a, chhanna hrang hrang a dap kual ngial ṭhin.

       Beiseinain a ni a va hmangaih ni. Beiseina awm a awm loh pawhin, a beisei ru tlat a. Beidawnnain an dinhmun dik tak hmuhtirin, beidawntir tum mah se a beidawng duh tlat lo. A chhan pawh, a pasal nena an khawsak dan a hria a. Mi nupui duhlai va ngaizawnsakah a inngai thei lova ni.

      A tirah a va hmangaih nghalin, sap thu fing tawiin, 'Love at first sight' a tih hmangin chu hmeichhia chu a va hmangaih nghal mai em ni? Ni lo e, chu hmeichhia chu a vawi khat hmuhnaah a va hmangaih nghal hauh lo. Chu hmeichhia chu lehkhabu kâwm nalh tak, a chhûng thu erawh chhiar zet loh chuan eng lam hawi thawnthu nge inziak tih hriat hauh loh a ni zawk.

      Chu lehkhabu kâwm nalh tak, mit la tak chuan amah chu a hip hmasa ngei alawm, a pha thei hauh lo. Mahse, lehkhabu phek tin a han keuin a han chhiar ta a. Lehkhabu phek a keu tam tial tial a, a chhûng thu ngaihnawm a ti tulh tulh a. A tawpah chuan chung lehkhaziala chu hmeichhe hringnun thawnthu chu, tuma dan rual lohin a va nganain a va duh ta em em a ni zawk si a.

       Chung lehkha phekahte chuan, hringnuna thil thleng duhawm leh mawi ber berte a va chhiar a ni hauh lo. A châng chuan lehkha pheka chanchin nemkaia awmte chu, a ngaihnawm lohin a lungchhiatthlak em em a. A thimin a nu burh a, lem a harin chhiar a hreawm ngawih ngawih ṭhin. A châng leh thaw a ipik churh a, mang a ang a. Lehkhabu chawp chuan thûla khunga, theihnghilh vang vang a châkawm châng pawh a awm alawm.

       Chutiang thawnthu tehnuaih chhiar tur chuan a lo inbeisei hauh lo a. Inrin lâwkna pawh a nei a ni bik lo. Heng thute chhiara hre fiah thiam nghal tur te, pawmzam thei tur leh a chaw tui ber ni nghal turin amahah eng theihna mah a awm nghal bik bawk hek lo. Chu thawnthu neitu hringnun hnawkhnâi tak chinfelna thurûk pawh, amahah a awm chuang azeng a ni bawk hek lo.

      Mahse, kum tamin hringnun tawnhriat hrang hrang, kawi tin mil a lo temtir tawhte avang zawkin, chu lehkhabu chu tlanchhiatsan nghal vat lo a ni zawk. Hriat thiamna thûk tak nei turin amah ngeiin, hreawmna leh harsatna nasa tak, nat vawng vawngna leh thim hnuaia mittui tlak zawih zawihna nen lam a lo tem fiah tawh a ni zawk. Chu nun aṭang chuan amah ang mi, a tawn ang lo tawng ve tawhtute hriat thiamna a nei a ni zawk si a.

      Mahse, chu lehkha pheka thu inziakte chu thu mawi lo leh ngaihnawm hlira khat an ni vek bik lo. Lehkha pheka thawnthu neitu nun duhawm tak tak, ngaihawm em em, lung tilêng vawng vawng, hlimawm leh nuihzatthlak tak tak, ngaihzawn awm hliah hliahte chuan, a hringnun pang khing thim tuih maite chu an hliahkhuh hneh em em a ni zawk si a.

        Chu hmeichhe hmel ṭhatna chuan mipa mit a lain, a hip vawng vawng ngei mai! A pawn lam lan dan duhawmna leh hmel ṭhatna chu, a chhûngril mawina leh duhawmna, tlawmna leh thianghlimna, ngilneihna leh thahrui chakna, thinlung nêm leh pawisawi hlawl lo te chuan an thuam mawi tulh tulh zawk tih a hmu tam tulh tulh a. A chhungril nun a keu chhuak tam tulh tulh a, a ngaina tial tial a. Lang lo lama a mawina leh duhawmna thurûk a chhiar tam tulh tulh a, a ngaizawng nghet tial tial a.

      A silfen atâna rinawmna kawrfual a ngainat dan, a hmui chei nâna lainatna hmuihnawih a hman ṭhan dan, a sam chei nâna thinghlimma diar a hman rimna, a kawnghren atâna ngilneihna a hren ṭhinna, vawthlep atâna chakna thahrui a hman rimnate chuan, zawi zawiin amah hmangaihna thinlung a neih thûktir tial tial a ni zawk.

       A famkim lohna, a nun felhlelhna zawng zawngte chu, a nun duhawmna leh ngainatawmna te chuan an hliahkhuh zo hneh em em a. A nun kham suar ang chim tawh ai chuan, pangang ang maia a nihna zawng zawng buhchium ni tura zial zo vek a, phengphehlep mawi ber ang maia a rawn insiam danglamna chu, eng hunah pawh, engtik lai pawha a duh zawk, ngainat zawk leh hmangaih zawk atân a thlang ta lo thei lo a ni!

      Chutah zet chuan a mitah chu hmeichhia aia hmel ṭha leh duhawm zawk hmeichhe dang an awm thei tawh lo. Chu hmeichhia aia hringnun hmanpui a châk zawk an awm leh thei tawh bawk hek lo. A zing tho hlim lawr fap aṭanga, model ang maia nalha a incheina thlengin a mitah chuan hmuhnawm ber a ni zel tawh zawk a. A fel lohna leh famkim lohna rawn inlâr châng pawhin, chung a duhawmna leh hmel ṭhatna zawk chu a thlirin a thlang nawn leh ṭhin zawk a lo ni.

      Chu hmeichhia nen chuan thangvana ghlapui leh arsi ang maiin an inmilin an mawi dun a ti a. Ruah phingphisiau leh chhimbal ang maiin an inchawih tawn a ti bawk. Lui luang kianga thing phun leh, kumtluana rah duh tak ang maiin an inmil a. Chu lehkhabu chu a chaw tui ber, nitina a chhiar nin theih ngai loh, phek tin a chhiar nawn tluk tlukah a lo chang ta a nih hi.

       Chu hmeichhia chuan hmangaihna awmze dik tak a la hmel hriat hauh lo tih a hria a. Hmangaihna avanga atsona pawh a nunin a la tem chhin ngai lo tih a hria. Hmangaihna avanga nun hlimna, hmangaihna avanga hringnun mawina thurûk pawh a la tem ngai lo tih a hre tlat. Hmangaihna avanga naupang chhe nun, engkim mai hlimawmna, duhawmna leh mawina la awm ṭhin chu temtir a châk a.

       Hmangaihna bân tha chakzia, inhumhimna khulhbing sâng nih a tlinzia, manganna ruama innghahna hrualhrui rintlak a nihzia, khawharna laka hnemtu duhawm a nihna, lunglênna khawvel duhawm tak hruttirtu a nihna, beidawnna khur thûk taka beiseina siamtu duhawm a nihna hre ngai lo tur atân, chu Pathian kutchhuak thil siam mawi ber chu a awm a phal ngang lova ni!

       Hmangaihna a hmel hriat chhun chu phatsantu tenawm, innghahna tlak hlek loh, ṭahna mittui sûrtirtu, beidawnna khuarkhuruma chentirtu, rinawmna reng nei lo, mihring mize chhe lai zawng zawng chawk nungtu, a nun pawt hniama rap hrualtu mai a ni si a. A hmangaihna hriat chhun chu a hmêl a mawi hlawl lo a. Duhawmna reng a nei ngai lova nih kha.

      Chuvang tak chuan, chu hmeichhia chu hmangaihna mak, mawi leh duhawm a hmelhriattir châk tlat tawh a. Hmangaihna avanga atsona nunah liluhpui a duh a. Hmangaihna avanga naupang chhiatna nun tempui a duhin, hmangaihna avanga lunglên khawvel duhawm em em hruattir a châk ta a nih hi.

       Chu hmeichhia chuan amah hmangaihtu, mipa fel lo ve tak, hmel ṭhat bikna leh thiam bik nei hran lo, hringnuna hausakna leh mi lenna chhuan tur reng nei lo chu, sirah hnawl lo se a duh em em a. A fel lohna ang angin lo pawm ve se a duh ngawih ngawih bawk. A phu loh em avangin hmusit bik mai lo se a ti a. A thinlung takin hmangaih let ve se a ti ngawih ngawih a nih hi.

      Hei hi a ni, Leitlangpui tlangval Marema'n, Zawlkhawpui lanute zinga duhawm leh hmel ṭha ber, rual tin khûma, tleitir tuai duhawm ber ai pawha tuai duhawm zawk, model pian nalh an tih zawng zawngte ai pawha pian nalh zawk, a hmeichhiatpuite lakah mi dum pa hnâra lunghlu bengbeh ang maia langsar mualpho, Ramdinmawii a hmangaih tak dan thawnthu chu lo ni!

𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 ! (𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐨𝐟 𝐌𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐚 & 𝐑𝐝-𝐢)

       Dec ni 13, 2016 tlai lam dar 3:52 khân a vawi khat nân an inbe ṭan a. A ṭhiannute ina zanriah an kilnaah lo kal ve turin a sâwm a. Chu mi pah chuan a mipa chuan a chhai fiam pah zuai zuai a. Engkim fiamthu dunin an nui dun hawk hawk a. Nimahsela, chumi ni chuan an inhmu lo. Biak pawh an inbe zui ta lem lo bawk.

         Kum 2016, Feb ni 24 zan dar 7:28 ah a mipa rui phur ni ngei turin, hmel ṭha a tih thu msg a thawn leh a. Hmeichhia chuan dar 9:07 ah mak tih hmel taka lo chhawnin, a thin erawh a lo rim mai bik lo. Chu bak chu an inbe zui tawh lo vang vang! Hun leh ni an liam zel a, anmahni khawvelah chengin an hma lam hun tur an hre lo chiang hle. 

        Hun a kal zel a, kum 8 zet a liam hnuin, Oct ni 30, 2024 chawhma dar 11:59 ah hmeichhia chuan a Hmaibutual (FB) story-ah a thlalak hmuhnawm zet mai a rawn post chu lo enin, mipa chuan  thu ni lo emoji love sign hmangin a va react sak a. Hmeichhia pawhin love hmangin a lo react let ve teh mial a. Tichuan, an pahniha an ṭhiannu chanchin zawtin a be chhunzawm ta a ni.

      Hmeichhia chuan tunah khawiah nge a awm a, nupui fanau a nei tawh em tihte a rawn zawt ve a. Mipa pawhin eng eng emaw zawt letin an inbe tui ve phian a. Nupui a la neih loh thu leh, nupui atân chuan amah ang tak a duh thute sawiin, hmeichhia chuan tlema mipain fawr deuha biak a tum apiangin thiam takin, subj dang hmangin an titi kal phung a thlak danglamsak daih zel!

      Chutah, anmahni hringtu an nu an chân ve ve tawh tih inhre tawnin an inpawh sáwt a. Eng nge a hriat a hre lo, hmeichhia chuan nupui nei turin mipa chu a fuih deuh chhen a! Amah chu mipa chuan a bem ru reng tih reng a hre si lo! Chutah, lungrualna tlânga chuang dun turin an ṭhian pakhat chanchinah an pakai fuh ta hlauh mai a! Chumi ṭuma hmeichhe thu sawi pakhat la thlen dik turzia chu, an hre lo dun kher mai.

       "Duh rum rut i tawn hunah meuh chuan  i zawr hnap anga  ..a tlin lohna lai te kha duh zual nan in hmang vel tawh anga" tiin. Hmeichhia zawkin a induh khawp lohna a sawi apiangte chu, mipain amah a duh zual deuh deuhna a ni chho ta reng a ni. Hemi ṭum hian rin ai takin an inbe tui phian a, an titi rei zek mai. 

       Mipa zawkin a ṭhianpa nena nula lama an lerh dante sawiin, hmeichhia pawhin fapa a neih tawh thute a sawi ve bawk a. Rei fe an inbiak hnuah an in mangṭha dun ta a ni. Tichuan, hun a han kal leh hlek a. Nov thla a lo ni a. An inbiak hnuhnun ber aṭanga ni 4 hnu velah, Nov ni 2, tlai lam dar 5:50 ah hmeichhia chuan a FB story-ah a thlalak a post leh a. Mipa chuan hmel ṭha a tih thu hmangin a lo react sak leh a. An inkawm zui leh ta a.

       Mipa zawk chuan vehthlem pahin, a ṭhiante zinga mi a nupui tur lo zawnsak turin a han lem der kual ta a. Ani lahin chutiang ṭhian a neih mai bik loh thuin a lo chhang. Dar 6:25 thleng inbiain, mipa zawkin biak in lamah a inkhawmsan ta a. Mahse, inkhawm van hnu lawkah an inbe zui leh thuai a. 

       Hemi ṭum hian Nemi-te inah face to face-a an inhmuh leh hmuh lohte inzawtin, a takah an la inhmu lo a lo ni a. Hemi zan hian mak deuh maiin zing dar 1:24, Nov ni 3 ah an inbia a. Fiamthu sawiin an nui bawk bawk a. An thu han sawi lah chu, biak in lama sawi chi mang lohte kha a han ni a! Zualtea chanchin sawiin an nui dun hawk hawk a ni ber. 

        Nula lama Zualtea nena thang an chhuah dan chanchinte a hrilh bawrh bawrh a. Rin ai daihin hmeichhia chuan a lo dawngsawng thiamin, "Eng hna nge i thawh tih chuan ...nula thiar nghauh nghauh hna tih mai chi nih chu chung hun lai chuan haha" tite'n a lo fiam let ve bawrh bawrh a.  Rei tâwk fáng an inbiak hnuin an in mangṭha ta a ni.

      Nov ni 6, dar 10:21 ah mipain FB story lama a thil post chu, hmeichhia zawk chuan a rawn react ve nawlh a! Mo thuam mawi tak thlalak a post chu rawn fakin, mipa beisei loh deuhin hmeichhia chuan mo thuama a inthuamna thlalak a rawn thawn ta nawlh a. "Hmangaih nawn awn awn a, i man pek belh i phu dawn a nih chiang hi" tiin mipa chuan a thlalak a lo kawmensak a. Hmeichhia chu hlim takin a nui iarh iarh a, an inpawh sawt.

       Hmeichhe hmel ṭha an tih an sawi dun ta chiam a! Thlalakte inthawn tawnin, ṭha an tih pianhmangte an sawi dun nasa mai. Chutah, mipa zawk chuan hmeichhe hmel ṭha a tih zingah amah ngei chu a tel ve thu hrilh pahin, inti zei fu hian, "Tel chiang tawp, mi nu mah ni la, hman atang tawha chhe lo ti tawh che ka nia, pasal ṭhen thut la chuan, i nin hlui khawpin ka bem ang che 🤣" tiin hmeichhe thinlung a han lem chhin vel a, zahpuiawm reuh e! "Ṭha lem lo mah ila chhelo in tih hi chu a lawmawm ṭhin" ti zawngin a chhang let a, a inveng thiam kher asin.

       Chutah, mipa chuan Azl a lo phei huna dinner eipuiah a sawm fiam ta a. Hmeichhia chuan thiam em emin a sawmna chu subj dang hmangin a thlaksak daih a! Mipa tâna lungloha lak theih ni miah si lo hian, sawi thûkpui a tum deuh apiangin, thu dang sawiin a phakar thiam reuh ngei mai! Mahse, a hmeichhe titi dan aṭangin a thinlung duhzawng a hre chho telh telh a. A rin ai daihin hmeichhia chu a lerh tlat lo bawk.

      A mipa duhzzwng a sawi tih pawh inhre em em lem lo khân, a mipa ngainat zawt mizia kha a sawi chhuahtir ta zeuh zeuh reng a. "Mipa  pawh ṭawngkam thiam dam tawk a awm ... ka di enchimloh ti duah vel ho hi an tla na vak lo" a han tihte chu a chhinchhiah kiau a. Hmeichhe laka ṭawngkam thiam dan tâwk tur pawh a hre chho tam ta tial tial ta a ni. 

       Hmeichhia chuan subj hrang hrang sawi chhovin, mipa chuan ngaihnawm ti takin a lo ngaithla dawk dawk a. Chumi pah chuan hmeichhe hlimpui zawng, khawvel thlir dan, kawng engkima a ngaihdante chu mipa chuan chik takin a zir pah keuh keuh reng a. Rin ai takin an inkawmngeih chho a, a khat mawi tâwkin an nui leh huah huah ṭhin. 

      Tichuan, mumal vak lovin an inbiakna an titawp a. Ni hnih a liam bnu, Nov ni 8 tlai lam dar 3:31 ah hmeichhia chuan a hmaa an titi kha a rawn chhunzawm leh hmasa nawlh a. Mahse, zan dar 7:29 ah mipa chuan a msg a chhang let chauh, a hman lo ni ngei tur a ni. Chuan, zan dar 10 vel aṭangin, khât pheuh pheuh, inpawh lutuk lova inbe lehin, a tuk zing dar 1:05 ah mipa a ṭawng hnuhnung zawk a. An inbe tam lo khawp mai.

      Nov ni 9 zing dar 7:45 ah hmeichhia zawk chuan, 'Good morning' tiin a rawn chibai hmasa nawlh mai! A vawi khatna a ni, mipa lahin lo hmu lawk lo. Dar 8:56 ah reply let chauh. A chhan chu a lo la tho lo niin! FB lama zan reia online nghawng sawiin an nui nasa mai. Hmeichhia chuan, "Vawi khat pawh kan biak loh ..  min rawn  hello a an saruak pic te an rawn thon a rawn hur tum ringawt nghal chhan paeh kan chhan eihl silo te hi an awm 🤣🤣🤣Chhuan tur nei ber niawm fahran in" tia mipa lamin an rawn biak dan a sawite chuan, chu hmeichhia duhawm a tihna a zual tulh tulh a! 

        "Vawi khat  chu ...i zaklo mi tiang te min rawn thawn. .a chhan tur nei ber ni awm fahrana i saruak pic te min lo thon le ...chhuan tham engmah i nei lo ...sim rawh ka tia ka block" tia a chunga thil thleng a sawi hmanga, a nun a rawn open ṭante chu, a rûkin a lo lawm em em a. Hmeichhia chu a duhna a zual tulh tulh a ni ber. A lawm bawk si, a funny reuh phian a. A hunah a fing leh reuh em em a. A inringtawk em em zui nen, mipa chuan a thinlung aṭangin a thingthla mai mai thei tawh lo.

      Mipa chuan ngam leh ngam lovin, a lû a met zo thlalakte a va thawn a. "I lang young" a rawn tihte chuan a lawm tak tak a! Mipa chuan a lû met zo thlalak hrang hrang thawnin, hmeichhia hnenah a duh ber thlansak turin a ngen a. "Hei hi i in rin tawk hmela a nalh aw" a tih ngei chu mipa chuan phur over tâwkin FB lamah a va post ta a nih kha. Chumi rual vekin hmeichhia pawhin a thlalak a post ve nghal a. Mipa chuan hmel ṭha a va ti ngai êm! An inpawh tulh tulh!

       Hmeichhia chuan a story dah mêka a lan danah lungawi lovin, siam ṭhat a tum thu a voice record a rawn thawn nawlh a. Chu âw chu mipa chuan a va ngaina nghal chiang tak! A han nui her herte chu a ngaithla nawn zing ngang mai! "Ha ha, ka zak deuha.." tia a nui rite mawlh kha! "Ka buaina hi naupang eeee" a han tihte chuan, a cute zia a inhre mawlh lo! Mipa lah chuan chance hloh a tum tawh lo bur, fiam zui pahin in open tir a tum tulh tulh a.

       "Ka puitling theilo haha...Ka fapa hi Engineer a zir meka ..kan inkawm tawk vel kan in  zui nasa sia a bialnu maw min lo ti thin a ...Nu a hit lo thei e a ti 🤣🤣..." tia a rawn zalennate chu a ngaihlu kher mai. Hmeichhia chu a funny dan a duhawm êm a ni! "Hmanni ah ka zuk zina tlawh turin ...ka zuk kal kha a zir pui ten a bialnu in a rawn tlawh a an lo tia  ..ka fapa in nu ka bialnu maw an ti ziah che sia  ka nu i ni tih hriat nan tshirt rawn print tir la ..Dika's mom tih chhuttir mai rawh a ti 🤣..." tihte chu a nuih chhuahpui hawk hawk mai.

       Chutah, a fapa a hmangaih, a khawvel ni bawk chanchin zawt zui zaihin, hmeichhia lahin a sawi tu nasa mai si. Chumi pah chuan a thinlung chu mipa lakah a hawng zau tulh tulh tih erawh a inhre der si lo. A va inno duhawm tak! A tawpah mipa chuan thiam takin a phone no a dil chhuak ta a!

     

       

𝐀 𝐩𝐮 𝐳𝐨 𝐧𝐠𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐚 𝐧𝐢!

      Ni chuan chawhnu a thlang her bûi tawh nangin, khaw laia ennawm pakhat, ennawm azawnga dangdai ber vangin mipuite chu an thu a saisa nuaih a! Mi pakhat, sai bung zo rual ni ngei tur, sam sei hnuang mai, kawldai hling zûm tak hmanga siam lukhum kual an khumtir, thuamhnaw reng reng inbel lo, a taksa pumpui thisenin an bual khah tlat, a tisa vun zawng zawng tih mai tur thler kàk duai, thlanvawng thing hmanga tùk chawp thing kawkalh an puttir, satel ţuana lu ruh hmun pan mektu chu ngaihdan hrang nuaihin an thlir ţhup a.

       Âr awp hmui chen lek a han pen hram a, a chauh luat vangin a chawl leh det ţhin a. Chu ve leh a kianga sipai leh mipui zinga ţhenkhatte chuan, an kut fûk tihrehna tur niawm takin an rawn fahrawn ben ang ţhuai ţhuai ţhin a, ţhenkhat lahin an rawn nuhrawn hnek ang ţhuai ţhuai bawk! Chutih reng lai pawh chuan tlanchhe thei ang hrima ngaiin, sipaite lah chuan chu pa chu an âr nghal ven tlat bawk. Kawng sira mipuite leh sipaite pawh chu, a khât tâwkin an lo inkelchal pal ang nãwk nãwk bawk a. Khua a tlai tial tial a, mipuite chu an Ralvawng uite thum ang tak deuh deuh a. Thing kawkalh putu chuan a thil put chu a zo ta ngang lova, tualchar lai takah chuan a tlu thal ta ţhuai mai.

        Hmeichhe pakhat insum zo ngang lo chu, mipui zing aţanga rawn chhuakin a rawmawl var ken chuan, duat tih hriat tak leh lainat êm êmin, tualchara tlu reng hmaia thisen kai luaite chu dimtea hru faiin, “Ka fapa, heta hi ka awm aw” tiin, a naupan laia a fapa tualchâra a tluk sual palh chânga a hnêm ţhin dân angin, a fapa tlu reng chu a han hnêm a. A fapa a hnêm lai chuan a mittui chu parawl kuang mah se, mipui hmuh tur erawh chuan râwl chhuahin a ţap duh hauh lo. Nu hmangaihna chuan sipai hlauhna a nei lova, nu lainatna chuan cho loh a nei lo. Thuawihna nun neitu a nihna zawk chuan, a fapa chunga hremna lo thleng tur chu a pian tirh ata a hre lâwk tawh a ni zawk si a. A tet tê ata lo inpuahchah lâwk tawh a ni nangin, a taka hun tiam a rawn thlen meuh chuan a thinlung chhûnga tawrhna chu a suangtuah phâk bâkin  a nasa a, awm ngaihna hriat reng a har zo ta!

       Boruak lum hulh lêng kârah chuan, thlan rim thâng huam mai leh zupui ţeng rimte chuan boruak an tirip zual sauh a! Ui thi sâwn pawh tluk lova an siam mek, a hma láwka mipuite'n Rom sipai awpna laka phawsial anga an ngaih, an inthlamuanna ber ni si kha, tunah erawh a tâna rawn pen chhuaka a thlavang han hauh ngam reng reng an awm lo! Chutih ahnekin a hman hmanin a taksa rem lai laiah an sai fei ken hmangin an zawng chhip deh zãwk zãwk zawk a ni si a. A fapa chunga tawrhna thleng râpthlak lutuk avangin, hmangaihtu nu ber meuh pawhin lehlam a hawisan ta hial a. Van aţang chuan khawţap ri a lo chhuak ta hial bawk a ni.

        Leiah pawh thi tlak lo, vanah pawh thi tlak chuang lo khawpa a chungthu an rêl mi sual chungchuang ber chu, thing kawlkalh hmanga an tihhlumna hmun turah, tlai lam chawfak hma lâwkin an thlenpui ta a. Mipuite chu chhimtir âr chùk ang hlauh an ni tawh, an chiauin an ţe teng tung mai a. Beisei an nei a, hmuh châk an nei a ni. Thing kawkalha an khenbeha erawh chuan; lainatna, khawngaihna leh hmangaihna mitmeng mawi tak, zaidam êm êmin mipuite chu a thlir reng thung a. Chatuan nunna an chan theih nân, van tuala lêng thei tura chanvo an neih theih nân, thihna ângchhûnga tlukluh chu tihmâkmawh, a chunga tla a ni tih a hai lul lova ni.

        Mipuite beisei anga thing kawkalh aţanga lo chhuk a, amah an rin theih nâna mahni intihdam chu, a theih zawng a thei tehmeuh mai. Mahse, hmangaihna avang zawkin a tilui thei ngang lo a ni zawk. Chu chu hre si lovin mipuite lah chu, an ar mit ţet khuan tak chiam chiam zawk a. Van chu a reh ţhuap a, van tuala hlim tawp nei lova lêngte chuan ngawi rengin lei lam an thlir a, vantirhkohte pawhin an thlate khâwnga fak hla hmanga vantual awih zai reng an rêl thei bik lo! Siam an nih tirh ata a vawi khat nâna an tem, lûngngaihna boruak lêngte avang chuan an chau ngawih ngawih a, van chu a pumin a ţap ta ráwih ráwih a!

        Mihring sualna chuan hmangaihna chu ţawmkai lovah a chhuah a, khawngaihna chu thil tuitang lo berah chantirin, lainatna pawh thil nikhua lo berah siam tain, duhsakna pawh khawlo thei ang berin a chhuah mualpho ta zawk si a. Chuti khawpa bawhchhiatna leh Pathian sawi chhiatna chu, chu pa chuan an phu ang taka rulh let tum lovin, tlanna hna chu châk taka thawh zawh ngei tumin, mualpho thei ang bera a thihna hmun tur chu a pan lui ţalh ţalh a, a tawpah lu ruh hmun chu an thleng ta.

       Tlanna thawh zawh dâwn hnaih tak tak, a sehsam hunah meuh chuan Pathian fapa pawh zamin a Pa a au ta ruai ruai a. Chu zet chu van tân a nâ lutuk a, a fapa duh tak chu hawisanin a hmai a hup ta hial a! 'Ka pa, ka pa, engah nge mi kalsan?' tia a fapain a auh láwm láwm ri chu ngaithla ngam lovin, van chuan a beng a hupsan ta! 'Ka tui a hal e' a tih thawm tluka âw ri lungchhiatthlak, vanin a la hre ngai bawk hek lo! Chuti êma innghaisakna lo awm chhan, mihring sualna avanga Pathian hremna chu, a fapa thihna hial thlentu a ni si a.

       Rev Liangkhaia chuan -

Ka thil tih sualte avangin,

Kraws chungah a rüm a,

Khawngaihna leh hmangaihnain,

Min pe chatuan nunna

        - tiin, ţap chungin phu loh hmangaih lo luan chhuah dan leh, lo luan chhuah chhan min hrilh ta a ni. Kraws lera Isua tawrhna nasatzia, "Niin a hmêl a thukru a; A êng a chhuah ngam lo" ti meuhin a lo puang chhuak ta bawk a nih hi. Van hmangaihna, kraws lera rawn insawh keh chuan, ngaihdam rual loha Pa nena min ţhen hrangtu kan sualna rawn thai bovin, Salem thar nuamah chanpual min neihtir ve ta a nih hi.

        Rev Thanglêrate chuan Thlarau mitin kalvari an thlir a -

Rinna thla zar ila,

Kalvari mual lam va fang ila,

Ka Lal thihna hmunah chuanin,

Ka chenna tur Salem thar ka hmu ang

       tiin, lawmna mitui kâra'n fak hla an phuah ta a nih hi. Kan Lalpa'n kan sual tlan nân thihna a rawn buan ni champha phâk a rawn thlen ni hi, Ţau thlaa ni satliah ve lekah ngaiin i hmang liam leh mai dâwn em ni ang? Chhan let loh atân zawng, van hmangaihna rawn puak darh hi, a pamhmai lua i ti lo maw? Heti êma hmangaihna nasa hi, nang hian â takin i la hnuchhawn cheu ang maw? 

Thu mak ka sawi nin theih loh chu,

Kalvari chanchin a ni,

Engtin nge Pathian fa mal chu,

Mi sual ka tân a lo thih?

Kalvari tlâng Kalvari tlâng,

Ka ngaihtuah tawp hlei thei lo.

        tiin, Rev Liangkhaiate chuan engkima engkimah, an nun hnùkpui berah an lo nei tawh zawk a. Duhthawh êm êmin kalvari chanchin min hrilhin, lawmthu sawina hlan mawlh mawlh turin -

Chhim leh hmar, chhak leh thlanga mi,

A ke bulah lo kun se,

A pui a pang, a lian a te,

A hming fakin zai rawh se.

      - tiin, Good Friday hman dan duhawm ber min kawhhmuh ta a lo ni e. He thing kawkalh tlawm bera van thisen rawn luang chanchin aia, ngaihven leh ngaih pawimawh dang i la nei a nih ngat chuan, i tân nunin awmzia reng a nei chatuan ngai dâwn lo a lo ni e.